disclaimer

yo! here is my blog. which has bcome a 'public' one. lol. haha. rofl.
and BEWARE, i have put my playlist wif some cantonese songs, so if u dun wan to hear it, quickly off the player. HAHA. ROFL.

the loner

Ruth Liu
22/03/1990
Multimedia & Infocomm Technology
NYP MIT 0704
Sembawang Primary, Riverside Sec

the wishes

1)Good Results.
2)A Better Life - My own room, table, cabinet, tv, SCV and better treatment fm others.
3)A wireless headphone perhaps? lol.
4)Is there a wireless mouse w/o batteries? LOL.
5)A Dog.
6)A personal MP5 Player.
7)A purple PSP.
8)Grow taller, but i doubt i can? lol.
9)A personal digital camera?
10)Any Sony Ericsson 3G Flip Flap Phone.

listen


escapes

Eileen
Fong Yee
Hillar
Huiling
JY
Kelvin
Kenny
Nariyah
Sarah
Shawn
Siew Geok
Ting Jun
Zhong Hui

memories

; April 2007
; May 2007
; June 2007
; July 2007
; August 2007
; September 2007
; October 2007
; November 2007
; December 2007
; January 2008
; February 2008
; March 2008
; April 2008
; May 2008
; June 2008
; July 2008
; August 2008


chatterings

counting

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Note: Ermm. I edited most of e blogskin. So. I should apologise if I have offended the author of this original skin. xP

its been a long time since i last blog. i have been lazy to blog.

recently, i feel that im such a failure.

last tue, i arranged for a clique outing for my sec school classmates on sun(which is two days ago). and i managed to call ard 7/8 out. den suddenly on sat, 1st one say tt he might nt be coming, den 2nd one told me tat she will b leaving earlier to mit her poly frens. ok. den we met on sun. den e 1st one came n we waited for e others. den e 2nd one(hu was e earliest) called one of e person hu was supposed to reach. den he said he doing project so nt coming. he could at least told one of us? den we proceeded to lunch. den e 1st one left earlier cos he had jap class in orchard. we went to buy lunch. n ate to wait for e others to come. n one of my frens hu is coming said tt another one hu's having her o levels will b coming. but then, we called her. and she nv said tt she's coming. tis is so ridiculous. one even mentioned tat i m a not a good organiser. he might nt mean tt way. but i tink tt he is trying to imply tat.

thus, im a failure x1.

recently, i found out tat my frens r so diff from their own self in e past. dey have changed bcos of their new friends. dey have changed bcos their new frens r lyk this. i feel that if a person wants to be ur friend, he/she will accept hu u r and nt a changed u. so if a person wants to be ur friend bcos u have changed, den no point being friends.

i recently have found out that i tink ppl find me strange. and sometimes, when i talk, i'll be hated by someone.

thus, i'm a failure x2.

so, I'M A BIG FAT FAILURE!
sometimes i tink tat im being hated by ppl.
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although i tink that im a failure, but i will nt give up. i will continue wif my life, trying to make myself nt a failure. i will strive hard!

P.S. Readers. Please don't mind me. I'm being emo. So, please don't mind me.

Labels: Being Emo.